On the road again.

Weeeeeeeeee. I'm moving again today. I'm excited. I get a bigger room for my stuff, and I get to be on a ethernet connection again instead of a wireless one.

Wireless wasn't bad, just something kept disconnecting me every 20-30 minutes and so gaming was a pain in the butt.

If any of you need computer work, or know somebody who does, i'm going to be starting a side business of servicing computers for people.

-Adware/spyware removal
-Virus removal/Antivirus checkup
-Performance Maintenance
-Desktop Design Requests
-Remote support

$150 for 3 months service, includes:
2 physical visits a month no charge (service fee is $35 after that)
10 Remote desktop connections ($10 for every 2 after that)

Advanced services are negotiable but are not included in the service package above.

Zoink!!

I graduated from the PSI basic seminar last night. Wonderful stuff. Lots of you guys showed up to support me, and that is awesome. Thank you!

Now what's next?

I'm moving this weekend. Man I love moving (not). Hehe..but its all good. With the ethernet connection i'll have available, I'll be able to mess with linux a bit more.

I'm a jerk.


This is not a cop out. Its just a cold hard fact I have recently faced more fully than I ever have. Its not an excuse, and I make no reasons for it. Because that would not be facing up to it. It would be accepting it instead of doing something about it.

Of course i'm apologetic, but that won't change the fact either. It is something I have to deal with. So I ask you guys this. As my friends, I ask that you don't stay silent. Call me on my stuff. Support me in wanting to change that aspect. When I spaz out, when I demand control, when I flake out and don't follow my word no matter how simple that promise was...say something. Don't remain silent. If you do this for me, I may get angry with you then, but I will thank you for it later.

I feel like there is no need for conversation.
some questions are better left, without reason.
I would rather reveal myself than my, situation.
Now and then I consider my hesitation.

The more the light shines through me, I pretend to close my eyes.
The more the dark consumes me, I pretend i'm burning...burning bright.

I wonder if the things I did, where just to be different.
To spare myself all the constant shame of my, existence.
I would surely redeem myself in my, desperation.
Here and now i'll express, My situation.

the more the light shines through me, I pretend to close my eyes.
the more the dark consumes me, I pretend i'm burning bright.
the more the light shines through me, I pretend to close my eyes.
the more the dark consumes me, I pretend i'm burning bright.

There's nothing ever wrong, but nothings ever right.
Such a cruel contradriction.
I know i've crossed the line. Its not easy to define.
I'm born to indecision.
There is always something new, some path i'm supposed to choose,
with no particular rhyme or reason.

the more the light shines through me, I pretend to close my eyes.
the more the dark consumes me, I pretend i'm burning bright.
the more the light shines through me, I pretend to close my eyes.
the more the dark consumes me, I pretend i'm burning...

I feel like there is no need for, conversation....

~Shinedown, burning bright

A rollercoaster built to crash

Its such an appropriate phrase. I've been fighting with a continuous migrain for 3 weeks now. The longest one i've had ever. Although its not always trying to kill me. Sometimes its just simmering on low, which just makes me sick to my stomach and kills my appetite while making me see spots if I get exposed to too much light. Joy.....dain bramage.

Job is going GREAT!!! I'm so blessed to have this job. Everything is happening so fast right now. I'll be filing bankrupcy soon. I got my dad to help me find a decent attourney for it. He should have something for me today.

I'm gonna be moving over the next 2 and a half weeks. I'll be allot closer to work....gas money savings$$$

I've been playing City of Heroes allot lately. I preorderd City of Villains. I'm going to be reorganizing and reforming my guild for the launch of it in November. So if any of you are interested goto www.ironalliance.com and check out my latest post.

Oh...and I took this quiz I found on Baby Eaters blog:

Welcome to the first level of hell.

Those were the words uttered to me at work today. My first day that is. I am not intimidated though. I've worked jobs like this before and realize, that liking or disliking this job is all in your choice and perception. You choose to hate it or like it (or even both).

Needless to say, the person who spoke this negative phrase generally has only negative things to say in general.

Grain of salt aside...I had a blast today. Lots of information to absorb. Got a gauge of my supervisors, and of course got the rundown of other people's opinions of them as well. Another point I tend to believe on people making things out to be allot worse than they really are.

One of my sup's has been labeled as a micromanaging stick up his butt kinda guy. I find that if you do your job well, those people tend to seem less like that too you. Mind you...a power trip is a power trip, and those people will still tend to put preasure on you, but even then, you attract less attention than the guy they are getting screamed at about by upper management because he/she didn't fill out a trouble ticket correctly, etc.

Got to "shadow" some calls (where I sit next to someone, and listen to their call through another headset, while making odd scribbles on a note sheet). Although there was a network outage so I didn't get to hear too much of regular troubleshooting, I did get to find out that the intellect of the users i'll be supporting is no smarter than any other job i've worked at.

"Yah, I heard that IVR message on the network being down, but can I connect to my email?"

Gotta love em.

WOLVERINE!!


Which X-Men Character Are You??
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yah..somehow I got caught up in doing "one of those quizes". Who would have thought? I figured myself more of a rogue.

You've been haxxed.

So there I was attempting to download a nice illegal copy of cuteftp so I could do some web work when low and behold I infected my laptop with a damn virus. =/

I feel like such a darn newb.

Just more proof that p2p programs are EVIL!!!!

No good deed shall go unpunished.

So I got there 20 minutes early. Gave me time to say hi to some friends and kinda relax a bit. Then I suddenly feel like i'm on an episode of the apprentice, because there were 3 interviewers. Except they were wearing street clothes, and generally gave off that "nerdly presence".

It was very enjoyable though. They would take turns bouncing questions off me and I did my best to answer them. Meanwhile the monkey in my head had upgraded himself to Lord Raiden, and was juggling lightning bolts around my brain.

So after the interview I ate lunch with Bill, and kicked back for a bit. Very kewl guy, now if only I could get him to hang out more often.

I begin leaving..off with the button up shirt and tie, and thankfully I was smart enough to wear a T-shirt underneath (cuz that's just nasty if you don't...sweaty manboob inprints are gross). Then I check my voicemail on my phone and they have a message for me already. I am asked to turn around and come back. BOING I GOT THE JOB!!! (yes...I said boing)

I am Jack's giddy inner bitch.

Lookin Sharp

I have an interview this morning that i'm getting ready for (as I post this). It's with Lilly Pharmaceuticals. Which is a client of my previous employer, and a great chance to get my foot back in the door.

I'm doing everything in my power to keep myself moving. I've had a migrain that has been hammering me off and on for 2 weeks now but the last 4 days have been the worst. Between losing my lunch a few times, and the constant dizziness i'm thinking that after my interview, I need to take a long needed trip to the doctors. If he tells me to "drink more water" i'm gonna stuff an Aquafina bottle up his ass. =/ (mentally of course since i'm not really violent)

Sorry if i've been a little deceptive to a few of you that i've kept my migrain from. I don't like letting people know when i'm in serious pain especially when someone's day is going good.

I'll do another post after my interview.

I haven't updated in...forever. So here is an update. I'm still working for a crappy deceptive company (although the job itself is fun).

I'm taking some time to focus on my goals for a bit, and even gonna see about getting some help to do so (you'd be amazed at the number of organizations out to help people help themselves).

"A pastinaca sum ego"

Bangs head on desk.

Things are so bad. I guess the phrase is,"It's all good." Financially though i'm squeaking by, and that annoys me to no end. So i'm probably going to pick up a part time job. This is going to kill what little time I had available to begin with though.

I dig my friends. I thought it out for awhile and realized that right now I have a handful of people I know are really my friends. And not just the "we'll be there for you" friends. But the "its 3am in the morning, you have to be up at 6am, but I need someone to talk to, and you are kewl with that" friends.

There is a saying i've heard a million times, and I want to hear it millions more,"You choose your day." and I guess the closest thing in latin to that would be Carpe Diem...Seize the day. When life has you by the balls, and you feel like screaming at someone for whatever reason...don't forget to smile first.

Oh...and Moo

Mom's B-day

My mother's birthday was today. Took her out to eat dinner. It was fun. Nothing really interesting going on. Just working, playing warcraft, and more working.

Somewhere in there I get sleep..I think.

Invasion of the privacy snatchers

Well it looks as if my cousin's myspace account was found. (I didn't know she had one..i'll have to add it to my links).

Now my mother is going ballistic, and over reacting (nothing new here..a little enlightenment tends to calm her down, but she's still really nosy hehe). I hope my cousin doesn't get even more regressed.

Start a War

I bought the new static-x album....me likey muey mocho. Check it out on their official website, etc.

In recent news, i've began playing Warcrack heavily again. I joined a guild called Silent Legion. I'm trying to fill their ranks with my friends. So if you are interested in joining, let me know.

Rage against the Hair

My cousin Cory is graduating from High School today. I feel so dang old LOL.

I'm proud of him. He's had to go through allot with his mother. My mom was bad due to control freakishness, but reverse the over attention to lack there of with his mom. Then toss in random bits of aggressive control.

Example: She sits at her computer when she's not at work. Then out of the blue she gets mad at Cory or his sister because some chore wasn't done. Cory's response? "I pay bills here, and did the living room and hallway. Why can't you wash your own clothes?"

Yah..she's really lazy.

Oh so very slow and boring.

Nothing is really going on today. I'm not working today because we have no product to fill the machines with. I'm bored out of my mind.
*watches my mind to dancing off into the sunrise*

"I hope you get sunburn you traitorous imagination!!!"

And don't forget the cheese.

Mung mung!

Today was rather long. Friday's are my mondays. Very very busy. To top it off the day was going rather well..and right near the end when everything seemed fine, Zeus threw a lightning bolt from Hell into my brain!!!

I got a spiking migrain that has decided to make a new residence in the left side of my skull.

Maybe if I smash the right side of my head against my desk, it won't hurt so much (or i'll go unconcious, which would work to).

Illuminating zebra

Its monday. New week, with hopefully new ..um...stuff I guess. Got to hang with my dad a bit this weekend. That was fun.

Bought a new rpg called Warhammer Fantasy. Its not D20 (aka Dungeons & Dragons).

http://www.blackindustries.com

http://www.greenronin.com

Today's comic spotlight goes to Aengst Technology http://www.inktank.com

Always thank the frog before you let jelly beans go.

Phhhhfffttt!

Kind of an uneventful weekend. THANK GOD! After the last month, I can deal with a boring week. Hello to everyone who reads this. Hope your weeks are going super!

Laziness


Man i've felt so bleh. I've had a migrain that has decided it wants to stay for awhile. So just when i'm enjoying myself with friends it flares up and makes me see spots. I'm suprised i've been able to hold food down at times.

Been playing eve online and warcraft (and AC2). *twitch*...need more games. LOL j/k. But seriously. I've been playing Eve online while playing any other game. =/

Time to go inflate mini-basketballs this morning.