It's been awhile...

Wow, its been forever since I've updated this blog. Things are definitely crazier. I'm a supervisor at Clear now. Is it anything like I originally imagined? Not in the slightest.

Its even better.

There is lots of work. So much that you can't really see an end to it, and that's a good thing. Lots of things in the department changed, mostly for the better. One of my best friends is now my boss. Now before you think "oh geeze", hear me out.

Pro's: Very good lines of communication. I know what to expect, and can be very open with him.

Con's: He's an absolute tyrant when it comes to work, and that means I have to do everything perfect and on time. Failure to do so, and he will be worse to me than he is to others. Its that whole "disappointment and let down" element that friends can have.

Its worth it though. I won't let him down in bad ways (we are all human and mistakes will happen. We get over them).

I've kinda danced around with dating a bit. So far its not really going anywhere. The girl I want to date has a schedule that is a bit off from mine (by a bit I mean allot). She also doesn't have anywhere near the same views in life as me. In fact i'm certain i'd get dragged back into a few habits that I would rather not revisit. So for now its "just friends" and I remain single.

Metallica did what they do best...

...they rocked!

Its obvious most people can't spell. When I asked a fan the name of the first opening band he spelled it "voevoit". I was like "WTF?" but whatever right? Well its Volbeat. They were really good actually!

After Volbeat was finished, the second band was Machine Head. Most of the band was really awesome. Lots of hair flying all over the place, and they were into feeling the crowd. The lead singer has some confidence issues though. He felt the need to "inspire" the crowd by flapping his arms around like a chicken and making a sound that I swear sounded like "bawk bawk bawk!".

At one point the lead for Machine Head started yelling at one of the tech guys over something that was obviously not worth it because we could barely understand him anyway. Its death metal..who cares what

the lyrics are.

"Moo" ~the unobtrusive

Then the awesomeness that is Metallica came on, and all that was real was drowned out in lazer beams! Way to go guys. Lazers. Too bad there weren't sharks. It was an awesome concert despite my odd jokes about it. My legs hurt and existence is painful. Definitely a good night.

Teh Suck

Today is really rough. The week has beat me down pretty badly. I'm rediculously depressed. I don't take reject well, even minor mini not quite really rejection. I get caught up in my assumptions and expectations more than people realize.

So here I am sulking in my depression while at the same time able to stare at myself with that look of "why are you being so rediculous". There is something crazy about feeling depressed and being able to realize with lucidity that is a problem and look at it from a seperate point of view.