Zero Hero

So, my blogging has been rather sporatic. Nothing new there. I figure its been awhile. I should post something.

Lots of changes. Steve is moving out, and my other roomies may have a 4 bedroom house lined up. My emotions have been in turmoil of course as i'm attempting to "reprogram" myself. Not an easy thing to do.

The weirdest part is there are people that have had problems with my lifestyle for years, but have gotten so used to "me", that they voice concerns over what i'm doing. I think they are more afraid i'm going to change too much. Eh. Weird.

I don't think much of me is going to change. I'll still have the same strange personality i've always had, except now I might actually be able to find some smidgeon of happiness where I don't hate myself so much.

to disturb you with